Thursday, January 31, 2013

Saying Goodbye



















I had to say goodbye to my boy Flynn on Tuesday. This is the last picture I took of him. He was the first dog that was just mine. He was my mothers day gift fourteen years ago. We spent so many great moments together. walked together, herded sheep together, traveled to many states, camped together, and so much more. He was my companion and my friend and he has left a huge hole in my life. I like to think he is off chasing sheep in a huge pasture in the sky.  So long Flynn you were the best dog ever.















The house has been so quiet, I have had a hard time getting used to it all. After a session with my coach where she suggested a memorial rock or something for my garden to remember Flynn. It being winter I thought of something else, an altar.  So I collected all my border collies and added Flynn's picture and a little sheep for him to chase.  It will do for now.



















Then I turned to art which I have missed.  It felt great to be working on my journal again. I loved how this background turned out. I didn't quite know what I wanted to add to the page.  It has been awhile since I painted a face so it felt great to be painting again.















I played with this page some more. I am not sure what will come next but its fun to play with.

10 comments:

  1. I am so sorry about Flynn Kate. I am glad you did something to help you through this difficult time. Love, Olivia

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  2. I am so sorry about Flynn. I lost my 15 year old Border Collie in October. It is so hard and a big adjustment. He had to be carried up and down the stairs. He had to wear boots on his back feet to help him navigate our ceramic floor. I have hung those boots in a place of honor in my studio. I love your alter. Just a reminder of a faithful friend. They touch our lives and we are never the same. Take care.

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  3. Losing a beloved pet is so difficult - they become such a huge part of ones life. I really think God gave us the most perfect gift - they love us unconditional, are faithfully and the best companions. We need to honour them for what they bring into our lives.

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  4. Take good gentle care of yourself as you mourn the loss of your dear friend, Kate.
    Sending thoughts and prayers.

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  5. I'm so sorry to hear about Flynn. I know he will be missed by you. Give yourself time to grieve your loss. Doing art and making the altar are both good things to do while you're feeling so tender.

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  6. Hurts my heart Kate. They become our children almost. You know how much I love Ms. Wee. I wonder if Flynn is a doggie angel and if he would like you to adopt an unwanted shelter dog? Give the house some noise again? Give your hands that tactile fur feeling? Betcha he would. So sorry honey.

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  7. so sorry for your loss, kate... a memorial is a wonderful idea though, and art, of course, is always a healer...
    love and prayers and cyber hugs xxx

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  8. Kate I am new to your blog but I wanted to let you know that I am so sorry to hear about your loss of Flynn. I, too, can relate to the emptiness that you feel after losing a fur baby. I have a 17 year old pug that each day I hope and pray is another one God will loan her to me. If there is anything I can do please let me know. Again, I am so sorry. Special thoughts and hugs coming your way my new friend. Hugs♥

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  9. Perhaps doing a painting of an angel Flynn would be healing for you. xx

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  10. So sorry to hear your news Kate. I'm thinking of you. xx

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